dec. 17,2011

e kse ang ganda ng gift saken ni carl :)) ring <3 actually meron din sya, the best dun ung engraved na name :)) sakin nkalagay CARL LAWRENCE sknya nmn SHANNEN. ang sweet db ;) haha edi ako na kinikilig, engagement ring na dw eh :P lels. the best tlg ung xmas party n yun :D

dadadadada

hello :) goodeve :) haaays pasko nnmn :) i k r !! ambaet tlg ni god :) kht bff nlng muna kme atleast msaya kme ;p ansaya saya tlg :P sana gnto lage araw araw :) so eto pt nnmn nxt nxt day :( kmusta nmn sana wala nlng pt :(( tinatamad mode n ko eh :<

saaaaanaaaa dada ko n sya forever :'>

bonding day with fudge

credits to fudge :) sinamahan nya ko sa makati kunin ung gown ko :DD laftrip everywhere eh :)))lalo n sa bus, si kuyang adamson kse ampogi eh , hahaha !! first tym nmen mag gora ng walang ksamang matanda :DD layo ng narating eh :P
sana maulet :DD ang saya eh :P

DEMANDING AKO EH >:/

eh bat kse ang demanding ko ? yan tuloy nawala sya. ansama sama ko kseng babae eh >:( akla ko okay na na minahal ko sya ng buong puso un pla kulang pa. now i learned my mistake. di pala dpt sa lht ng bagay ako nasusunod, cguro nga tma syang sobra na ko. cguro sadyang mapride lng ako at demanding. konting bgay lng magagalet na ko, kht nga isang minutong di pgttx nya sobrang galet n ko eh . hayys cguro nga nasakal ko sya o masyado ko syang naging under. akla ko kse okay lng eh d n pla. sinayang ko :( sobrang sayang :( pero kung yun ung plan ni god for me , hnd na ko magrereklamo. thankful nmn ako kse dumating sya sa buhay ko eh, ang saket lng kse dun iniwan nya ko :/ i can change nmn eh, magbbago ako para sknya at para sa sarili ko, tanggapin man nya ko o hnd atleast nagbago ako.
pero cguro tama nmn ung ginawa nya na maging magbestfriend nlng kme , kse pg gnun okay ako sknya eh , pero kung bumalik man sya tatanggapin ko p dn nmn sya eh , pero sana nmn magka oras n sya saken , malapit n pasko, akla ko makakasama ko sya as my love one un pla as bff nlng :( ang hirap tanggapin n nwala lht bgla dhil sa ugali ko, sana one day pag gising ko nagbago na ko at lht ng nwala saken bumalik saken :( specially si c. sana ung one day n un bukas :( i cant wait to tell him dat i really love him i cant say it personally kse nhihiya ako dhil alam kong ako ung may mali. nagkulang nga cguro ako n gwen ung part ko kse sya todo effort . haaaaysss, hopefully bumalik kme sa dting kme :'(

its over

aww ang saket lng eh, akla ko sya di pa dn pala :( wth ! >:(< akla ko mkpag iloveyou sya wgas na totoo un pla ksinungalingan lng eh :( ano b yan :() kelan ba ko liligawa.msaket dun bff nlng dw kme :( kmusta nmn un .,sana makaya ko.kung kelan nmn malpit n xmas chaka ngng gnun :( sana marealize nya n kawalan tlg ang pgmmhal ko sknya , sayang nga nmn buong puso ko bngay ko sknya :(( haaayyys :/ sna mgng happy n ko,

GOODBYE :/

GOD'S BEST GIFT FOR CHRISTMAS

ON CHRISTMAS I WANT GOD GIVE ME A HAPPY LOVE LIFE. MY LIFE IS ALMOST COMPLETE. I HAVE MY LOVING FAMILY, I HAVE MY FAVORITE THINGS, IM EATING THRICE A DAY, BUT MY LOVE LIFE STILL DONT AGREE WITH ME. I DONT KNOW WHY :( ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS. EVERYTIME IM DANGEROUSLY INLOVE WITH SOMEONE, THAT ALL THINGS ARE ARRANGED ALREADY THATS THE TIME THAT HE IS GOING TO GIVE UP. IT REALLY HURTS FOR ME TO LEAVE THE MAN I LOVE BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO. HAAAYS, I HOPE THIS CHRISTMAS ILL FIND THE GUY THAT WILL STAY WITH ME ETERNALLY.THAT WONT LEAVE ME EVERYTIME IM IN MY WORST.

excited much XD

eh kse gusto ko na mag abay :D first time mgng abay e puro flower girl kse dati :D babaw ko noh ? :P das life ! ohwell, excited nmn na akong ikasal kesa maging abay :DD
walang basagan ng trip :DD
osya ,tinatamad ako mag aral eh : D english be good to me tomorrow :D >:*<

i wanna live my life to the fullest ☼

good morning :)
why me is so tired and freakin' hungry every minute? :D
i dunno why ! XD
i wanna spend my whole life enjoying not thinking of studies ! but when will it happen ? gaaaash !
im too lazy to study anymore but i need to,
i promised them :)
i wanna party hard all day and all night .
i wanna be with him every sec of every minute , every minute of every hour, every hour of everyday, everyday of every week, every week of every month, every month of every year,every year of every decade and every decade of every century ♥
my love for him is so big <3
i wanna marry him sooner or later !
i wanna live for happiness !
i wanna live my life to the fullest ! :) ☻

love is colorful

love is so complicated when i see him around <3

TRUE MEANING OF LIFE ♫

 

gawain ko to e :) pag malungkot ako. 100% volume ng ipod, tapat sa pc/laptop,iyak :'(  thats life, laging nsasaktan . what else can i do? nothing so gnun nlng :) araw araw nlng ako my problema pero buti nlng di ako pinapabayaan ni god :) he's always good :) 

mahal n mahal kya ako ng problema :P as in ! kaya lagi akong naiyak eh. 

♥

                                                
                                              GoodMorning ;>
                                             its confirmation day :) take care dudes :*